Like I said, What do I know?

So I guess for the most part I've pretty much just used this blog as an update for some of the things that have been happening in my life. I guess when you get down to it there really isn't that much exciting information in my life. Thus the long pauses between blog updates. I would love to use this blog as a rant and rave about all the things that are wrong or right in this world, but I just can't seem to get myself all that worked up over anything. I suppose I could use it to complain about my job. But I really don't think anyone wants to listen to me complain about a job an aweful lot of people would love to have. After all, I work for a very stable company, make decent money, and I have fabulous benefits, both insurance wise, and also retirement. Yes, they still have a true retirement as well as the 401k type. I have a work schedule most people would kill for. (3 days on 4 days off, 12.5 hours a day) But it's all I can do to get up and go to work on the days I am supposed to be there. Go figure huh. My job really isn't all that difficult, most anyone who can think could do it. And maybe that is the whole problem, I just don't feel like I fit the job. I could use this space to give my exploits, but basically I enjoy spending my time at home with my wife and kids. I don't get out and do things all that often. I bought a wonderful new bike this year, and haven't ridden in probably 2 months. Mostly because I need a new seat as I whined about in my last blog. But also because I am just feeling totally lazy, and don't really want to go out and do anything. Am I partly depressed? I could use this space to tell everyone about all my goals and dreams, but I just can't seem to get myself worked up enough to drive towards anything. I guess maybe that is another problem. I just want to let life push me places instead of grabbing life by the horns and just going for it. There are so many things I want to do, but I just don't seem to be able to get myself motivated enough to do any of them. So I sit here and use this space to just kinda update people (like anyone outside of maybe 2 or 3 people read this blog anyway) on what is going on in my life. Basically it comes down to.....Nothing. Exciting huh?